Would you believe that I did order these CD's and listened to half of them and was starting to do some of the strategies. I feel like a loser that even the CD's didn't help, but in reality I wasn't being consistent with them and I got discouraged when he didn't respond the way I wanted him to.Yes, I remember that a man is his job and I guess I just couldn't accept that I wasn't included, although I offered many times to assist. I need to develop patience. BTW I did email him an apology, three days ago, for asking him to leave, told him I overreacted and mentioned a couple of things I did admire about his effort in the past. I didn't say I love you and refrained from sounding like I was pleading for him to return. In the meantime I read and took notes of M's book and visited a really insightful website http://www.understandingmen.com and they had a lot of articles: boy have i been approaching my discontent in all the wrong ways. At this point I have been getting anxious that my H has not contacted me. What do you think about contacting him just to let him know he has mail waiting for him here. Is any contact okay? or should I wait until he contacts me?
The task ahead of you is never as great as the Power behind you ~ unknown
