Yeah Sigh you know I've really been doing a lot of thinking & talking to my friends (pray for them and have pity on them ) but there were a lot of things that I didn't have in our marriage.
He was selfish most of the time we were together. We did things HE wanted to do. I spent less and less time with my family. And yet we didn't spend time together as a family. Family is not as important to him as it is to me. I want that.
Now, all I really want is for him to buck up and be a good father. He has the chance to keep a strong connection (or create one whichever the case may be )
I don't know what the future holds for me/us. I think he's a pretty low human being for flaunting HER in front of me like that. I think even less of him for picking HER since he agreed in the "plan" that contact with her would be cut off. I think less of him as a person for not keeping his word. And even less of him as a father for his actions this past weekend.
So......I see what you're saying Sigh.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
) but there were a lot of things that I didn't have in our marriage. 
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