I have tried to stay in the friends loop but she has said that she is not interested in being friends. As of today, my divorce should be final, and I guess it's on with the rest of my life. Maybe someday she'll call me, but I don't think I should be calling anymore.
talley2191,
I am really sorry to hear today is the day. I know just how incredibly difficult it can be.
In my sitch, I felt like my exW just simply walked away without trying. That was the hardest part for me.
I would suggest closing that door behind you in all ways. You do not need to lock it. If she ever comes knocking, you are always free to open the door. That will be a decision if and when the time comes.
I will be praying for both of you.
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"