The hard part now is that my W, other than not wanting to be with me, is back to her old self (which is both good and bad, she's got herself some faults). So, it's been hard to see that alien lately. Other than lack of intimacy, our R is better than it's been in quite a while.
Looking forward to getting out and realizing one of two things: I can still deal with her faults in an open and honest R and retain some hope OR realizing that she's not someone I want to spend my life with because of our differences.
I came to that same realization as you, that our R is over, a while back. Anything going forward would be starting new.
You really do sound good.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
