chicki, my W still dont believe what I am doing but I cant let this bother me. I keep on going and going. W knows I am willing to make it work from the night I stayed out til 3 AM made her think who the hell I was with and most important SOBER. I told her that I did this for my own reasons that I know if I chose not to drink I wont drink.
W says that I have a big EGO about all this since my online EA (dont have any, no more chatting for me) told me that I am handsome and that is what is getting to my head. Shame on her! W should be the one to tell me so and tell me how great I look in my work clothes etc etc. It seems like W is still being insecure regardless of what she says. W does show this from time to time.
I do pray God can tender W's heart too and bring her into the light but with her doing her online courses its taking her away from OM. This is a GOOD thing, this is what I anticipated and prayed for. I am here for her and I ensure she spends all her time doing her online courses.
Like I said, I can only go one day at a time.
See the W, Listen to the W, but dont Speak back to the W. Bridle your tongue...
