HBT Glad to see your back. I think that you must remember that this is a very long jounery and it has just began for you. You will feel better after time, for me 3 months so far and I am ready to move on with her or w/o her. In my case she decided that it will be w/o her. I still think that my W is in MLC, but I know now that there is nothing I can do about it but let her go. If and when they ever come out of this fog, we will be the ones to decide if we want them back.
Watch the little signs but don't over analyze them. It drove me crazy. Thought block when you start to get those negative thoughts otherwise you will be the one spinning. We all go through this process and it will be a matter of you getting through it. I wish you luck and hope that you get what YOU want out of this.
"Worry is the price you pay for most of the things in life that never happen"
