(((HUGS))) I can empathise with the feeling broken. I too feel like that often. For me it is a feeling that is generated because I feel out of control. I feel anxious as well. It is a horrible feeling.
It is *so* important to detach. I have had to do that big time even going as far as to ban my H from my home and refuse totalk with him (other than e-mail about our son)
nasty as this sounds I had to do this to protect my own mental health and get myself strong again.
Take care NC
Be The Greener Grass.
Me 40 H 42 Son 11 Married 15 years. Left May 2006 after gambling spree I had EA August 2006 OW Aug 07 after another gambling spree (she will make me happy - stop me gambling!) I filed for divorce 9th April 2008.