Saturday W calls to check on S, she was trying to talk on the phone with me but I just wasn't a real chatty kathy. There was no mention of the nights festivities that she wanted to attend with S and I, and I didn't bring it up. S and I had a great time that night and things went well.
Next day I text her to see what time she is picking him up. About an hour after her answer she calls and says she "wants to see her boys," so she is coming earlier. Apparently I must be letting her think I'm still into this since she considers me one of her boys. Well she shows up and I'm watching baseball, something she couldn't stand. She sits down and talks with me, then she starts with the character assasination. "You know what makes me mad, when you...." I know it's not good DB'ing but I finally turned to her and interupted and said I wasn't going to sit here and be told how sh@#$# of a H I am.
Then she follows me around the house, back to being very nice and a little flirty with me. I didn't respond to anything and just went about my business and was nice.
What really is getting me is what is going on. So a week ago I get the divorce papers that she hasn't filed. She wanted to rush it through and we need to discuss the terms. Now she won't sit down and do that, and I pushed for that last Friday. She asked that I not talk about it and just wait for now. Sunday no word of it mentioned. I don't know why she can't just pull the trigger and move on. I hate limbo.
From my side I would love things to work, but I can't continue without any hope, nor do I want to. I think maybe I should set a date or something and once it is crossed I file and move on with my life. Probably should make it noon today. haha!
Oddly enough while I hate the limbo, I'm having a really good time. I'm getting out and things she does don't seem to bother me too much. I meet up with some friends this weekend and the sad part is there isn't a mutual friend left that W and I had that doesn't think she has lost it. W has brought this up to, that she has been blacklisted by everyone, when she said that all I could do in a snide voice was say "I wonder why?"
Everyone have a good Monday, I'm sure mine will be filled with amazing interactions with my W.
