hopeless11...

You have my thoughts and prayers at this time...as you know I am not far away ...14 days till my D day...

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I can confidently say that I did everything that I could to save my marriage and I am a stronger, better person
...I believe by living this way you will be able to love and care for someone else to your fullest in the future...your heart has been honest and true through it all...

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Whatever happens in the end is what God intended.
...hear me on this one...I believe it is not our Lords will for divorce( he hates it )...that being said...the great gift our Lord has given us is, Free Will which enables us to love...this our ability to chose and make our own decisions, the freedom to reject him or love Him... this is the beauty of our Lords real love he allows us our freedom to chose...our spouse's have made choses outside our Lords will and we have to live in this world we are in at the moment...we all never signed up for any of this ... b/c of our free will, our Lord is hurting and is in pain as well for you, His will is not for divorce...for me I am a changed man through it all b/c of our Lords great restoration of my heart/soul and mind...at the end though I have know idea what our Lord has instore for us... I know our Lord will be with me and won't let go, and this is my hope and prayer for all of us ...

"Matt Redman - You Never Let Go

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
Your perfect love is casting out fear
And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life
I won’t turn back
I know You are near

And I will fear no evil
For my God is with me
And if my God is with me
Whom then shall I fear?
Whom then shall I fear?

Oh no, You never let go
Through the calm and through the storm
Oh no, You never let go
In every high and every low
Oh no, You never let go
Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
A glorious light beyond all compare
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
We’ll live to know You here on the earth

Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on
And there will be an end to these troubles
But until that day comes
Still I will praise You, still I will praise You

Again you have my thoughts and prayers at this time... SorryDog

PS.. I am in my last hours of my marriage as well...take care