Ok, I have been sleeping fine the past week or so while the W is gone. Last night I went to sleep just fine. Was calm and everything. For whatever reason I just woke up at 2am with all sorts of anxiety and negative thoughts about the separation. Absolutely cannot get back to sleep. What is wrong with me? Anyone had that problem or know how to deal with that?
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
