Frustrated and More Saddened #3

[stewart10]

Terrible. I think that I am finally broken. I am not going to be doing any DBing today but I have asked her to come see someone with me (IC). I really have started to spin out of control. I started drinking again two weeks ago, and though I didn't have a problem before, I think I may now. I need to straighten this out. She is telling me that I need to get control of myself. I cannot fathom what is going on right now. The only thing I know is I am not happy at all.