Well, I've tried twice to register for Ret. Something must be wrong with their on-line registering, but I'll call.
Update, I took yesterday as a me day. I went shopping, had a pedicure, had lunch with a friend and I had a great time. I can't remember when I enjoyed being with myself as much as I did yesterday. In the past, I felt that I had to get home right away because that's where I thought I should be, but yesterday, I found a million excuses not to go home. What does that mean? When I called my H to tell him that I was on my way home, he was sad acting. He told me that he was worthless. Now I feel guilty! However, I told him that I enjoyed my day and he said well, we all need time to ourselves, but yet later he mad anothe comment about he should be looking at some place else to live because he never knows what's going to happen the next day, meaning he is waiting for me to drop the bomb that I want a divorse. I given him all of dangers and pitfalls that we are entering and he knows them but rather than do something about them he wants to make them worse by pouting and playing the woah is me game, which I'm not playing anymore. I told him I love him, but that he's not the center of my universe anymore. He cannot handle this and I can't handle much more.
He talked to his mom last night while we were in bed, apparently, I fell asleep while he was talking anyway this morning he told me that he was planning on "teaching me the meaning of respect" Don't get alarmed, it's a joke between us, which translate into making love. Anyway, I guess I foiled his plan because I fell asleep.
