WAW1978's adventures in DB'ing -3

[waw1978]

Journaling:

Really no change in my situation. H & I are taking a break from MC for a month. See what happens and if anything changes. Also H will be gone for 10 days so I get to have my DD & the dog all to myself for that time. Should brighten my spirits. Still feeling pretty defeated like the light bulb might never go on for him.

He is still being passive agressive. He is angry with me for moving out. My in-laws have also become downright nasty. But whatever. They don't know what my life was like and I am trying not to care what other people think. If i had a dollar for everytime I heard how great of a guy my H was I would be loaded. So many people, family and friends, just don't understand that its not about him being a "good guy". He is a good guy! He is a great father, a hard work and generally likeable guy when it comes to others. But with me I am his whipping post. Verbally and emotionally abusive not to mention that we have not had a physical relationship in years...this is what people don't see and I don't feel the need to explain myself to anyone.

On a better note, I have my duplex almost complete. Still waiting on some deliveries and what not but prety much all set.

Hope everyone is still hanging in there!