I'm back from holiday (and now depressed)

[MaxP]

Hi,

Well, I'm back from my holiday in Turkey. It was really, really good. Did a lot of traveling over the two weeks. The weather was hot and got to see an awful lot of the sites. The group I was traveling with was a good mixture of young/old singles/couples and we all got on really well. I had an excellent time and hopefully have made a few new friends too.

Coming back home has made me feel really down though. Once again it's just me and the house and I hate it. It's too quiet and I really miss social interaction. I miss my wife hugely (will see her tomorrow). I have no idea what relationship I have with her any more. Not a clue. This makes me feel very confused. We hardly ever contact each other and part of me likes it that way - because contact feels too painful. Why is she so social and I feel like a loner? How do I gauge how she views me?

As you can see, I've fallen back to earth with a bump. The trip was fantastic though. Really, really good.

Hope some good things happened to others while I was away.

Max