Wow! there must be something in the air - I feel the same exact way today. Most of the time I'm willing to work on it, but today - well, it just wasn't happening. I just don't want to work on it today.
The only advice I have is to live life to the fullest. Don't think about it as waiting around for him or trying to work on it. Make your life goals list and go for it. If he wants to join, great, if not, great. Start living! Keep living! Do something exciting and out of the ordinary. Take a break from working on it. We all have bad days. Fix your eyes on a goal for yourself and aim for it. Concentrate on that. You'll feel better in no time!
Hugs, Em
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
