Why do these things happen lX

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I was not attentive, I always had other things to do or a beer to drink. So now with DB'ing I really can't be attentive as a 180 because that is the last thing she wants. The biggest 180 I can do is not drink and be the best dad and person that I can. So I am just letting things go and she can do as she pleases, I don't ask or do much of anything in regards to her. She does still call me over for dinner and invites herself over here.
She came over tonight, she might as well of stayed home. She came, ate and left. Other than sons lunch schedule she did not talk to me, oh well, her loss.