What a day. I nearly blew it - well, I did blow it and recovered. We have been piecing since New Years Day 07.
Today he said he has "bought back in emotionally". He said if I wanted to bail, it would hurt, but he would understand because he has put me through so much. Wow! I never thought I would hear that!!
He said the reason he came back (emotionally) was because while he was gone, I was determined to make the marriage work. But, now I'm just tired of it all, tired of being tired. I don't give up easily, but today for some reason, I was ready to. Told him that.
It will be a long time before we can live in the same house again. It just seems so far down the road - 2 years before his schooling will be done. He plans to spend a few months here with me before that.
Any advice - besides hang in there for a few more YEARS??
Deb
Joy and Sorrow...when one sits alone with you at your board, remember the other is asleep upon your bed. ~Kahlil Gibran
Me: 46 H: 45 Married: 5.0+ years Bomb: May 17, 2006 0 living children, 2 babies in heaven 1 dog, 2 cats
