although Ive never posted to your stitch, you sound so incredibly strong and you should be very proud of yourself and how you are holding everything together.
I hope you find peace and find someone to share your life with that will love and cherish you like you should be.
M is so so hard, and you've definately put in your effort, you have come out on top, while he will regret it some day.
Blessings to you~
TAL
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.