Went to see C on Fri after getting back. She noticed how "happy" I looked. Asked "why" I felt a little different.
Told her that although I still seem to move up / down w/ W's attitude toward me, I am reaching a more even place, i.e. ups/downs arent so radical and that I just felt better mentally (and physically which I have stated here a few times). She was beaming at my going out and trying new foods (sushi) which I mentioned is not my style. Overall she said my face showed no anger / resentment as it has in the first 4 sessions.
Anyway, W is actually acting very nice toward me right now. Knock wood. I like it, I cant deny that. Still watching how I interact w/ her as I always will now. No big steps or anything just real talkative.
Thanks again for checking in. Kids are great, although fussy and tired after their 1st wk of school.
See ya. C
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
