yeah that's pretty much what I said today. I told him that everytime I talk to him, we only talk about what I did, as if I am the only one at fault for our marriage falling apart and I was tired of it because that's not the case.
He said it hurt him to see me without my rings yesterday when we split our other stuff up. I told him he didn't wear his for a long time.
I can't even remember everything.
I've thought a lot about this. WHY would it hurt - it was his choice. But I think I have it figured out. He assumed I'd always be here waiting for him to give me five minutes of his time.....and now he's seeing I'm not so he goes to a back up plan that he knows is safe. still makes me want to vomit.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
still makes me want to vomit.
