Sarah, oh my gosh if you only lived with me you'd know the B*&$#% I can be!!!
I don't feel I'm anywhere near ready to leave the BB, as I feel there is so much more DB'ing to do and much more learning for me to do for myself. I don't think I'll ever consider myself done or "having it made now" because THEN, I think is when a person would find themselves backsliding into old ways and then before you know it, it would all be SH*$ again, and I ain't goin there!!!!!
You're very kind with everything you've said Sarah, I hope you have a happy ending one day yourself. I don't consider myself having a happy ending, I'm just at a place that is happier than a year ago. I still have insecurities, I don't know if H is talking to "her" anymore or what. He's so loving to me that if he has her as friend, then so what. There's no way he's acting towards her like he does me, for one thing they don't ever see each other, I know where he is at all times and he's home when he's supposed to be.
Sarah I hope your H comes to his senses little by little, that's how it seems to go. My sit. got way worse before it got better. H didn't even seem depressed before bomb but after he was a mess. Really strange stuff this MLC. Take care and thanks for checking in on me. Lisa
