Thank you all for the feedback, god what would I do without this place!
I am feeling low today, I guess its not bad its been a week and half and this is the first time I have felt that things aren't as good as I thought! Nothing has really happened, but its just a sense, I think that I have just become so super sensitive that the slightest change sets me wondering! I think more then anything my problem is that I am just so tired, that I don't have the strength to go through this anymore, I just wanted it done one way or another, as I am sure we all do!
Just needed to vent alittle bit!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!