bar, for me it's about looking forward to the future. If both people want the M then you have to just trust. If he betrays your trust then there wouldn't be a M anyways. Do you really want to be with him if he betrays you again? Once you make the decision that another betrayal is not acceptable, then it is a little easier to let go. Gotta love like you've never been hurt before right? Basically if you don't let go, you are the one that's gonna suffer. It sure doesn't bother him....
Went to the mall earlier. Wandered blindly around for a bit. I think I'm just bored out of my mind. It's like the last 4 years the kids just completely consumed my life. Now when the kids aren't around, I just don't know what to do anymore.... All the events in meetup.com are a couple weeks from now. Grrrrr....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
