Thank you for this post for it has renewed my faith in me today.
Last night I did not think I would have the strength to deal with this D that is has started out insane and cruel to me.
He can't save himself right now and I can't let him take me down with him. He filed for D on grounds of cruelty for in this state after 12mon. it would be granted with out me even being served I found out.
I keep telling myself I will be happy again someday, but a part of me does not want him to love someone else.
do you ever lose that feeling?
I really need to talk to someone going through the actual D process for I am confused and scared and have no family at all. My sister and mom live thousands of miles away and are clueless to his new personality.
I hope to get to the place you are at Always for then I know I will find some peace. The road there seems to be very long and dark right now. thanks
m24 yrs h 50 me 47 s 21 s 17 left 5-30-06, and 12-4-06 still gone.............
