why don't I listen to my own stories?

[Trixi]

I can't say too much since H is upstairs in my bed; but that pretty much explains with the new subject line is "I am a weak, weak woman."

Yesterday, I was out getting a new top for the wedding and H calls. He was at my(our) house. I was a little miffed because he didn't call first. Thank GOD I didn't have anything embarassing around. It was only 2:30 in the afternoon, so when I saw it was him, I thought it was to discuss driving arrangements.

I get home and he was asleep on the couch. He woke up and I said "what happened to calling first?" Him. "oh yeah. sorry."
So, then I go to leave to do stuff upstairs and he was like "Where are you going?" "come here"
So, we snuggled some on the couch. And then we.....well, there was a lot of action on the couch. and then upstairs. We had to shower to get ready for the wedding, and did that together. I looked damn cute, too.

Oh yeah- I said "Where's my dating and courtship?" and he said "I don't have anything going all weekend- what do you want to do?" I said "well, I have showings tomorrow morning." and he was like "What? You're abandoning me?" He was kidding (kinda.)

Went to the wedding- I LOVED what the pastor had to say. H reached for my hand while we walked to the church. Put his arm around me while was sat in the seats. rubbed my neck. In the car on the way there he told me that he misses me a lot. still loves me a lot--BUT, just had to 'find himself'.

When we went to the reception, he would introduce himself and "this is my wife, L". Many times. We danced. Had a nice nice time. He would put his arm around me or reach for my hand.
He was anxious to get home.


Oh-turns out all the 'stuff' I cleared out of the bathroom was left on purpose. Hair gel, little cologne bottles, etc. After the shower when he was digging around looking for anything that was maybe accidentally left, and he said "that's why I left the stuff here. In case of situations like this." I said "oh. well. I guess you could bring a couple things back."
We'll see what happens.

So, that's my story. I am weak. I had some anxiety last night as we went to sleep. But, now I am out of time because I need to prep to go show homes.

Don't hit me too hard with the 2x4s. I'm only human.