mickey,

What do you mean by the ending? Of our marriage? I think he is a coward that is why he left the way he did and has been avoiding the truth b/c he is not man enough to be honest.

I agree that I don't think he is truly happy. However, he will won't ever turn back to me. He is searching for happiness and in his mind I am not the one that will make him happy b/c he has experienced life with me and his eyes "I failed". He will keep searching for the "woman of his dreams" that will complete him.
Personally I don't think this woman exists. He used to tell me I was the "woman of his dreams" and that he never loved anyone until he met me.

I don't know too many people that could feel good about themselves after walking out on their family and betraying their spouse. Deep down inside he hates himself.

Hugs,
K