Donna, Could it be that our clocks are still ticking at a deafening level? We are the same age and I REALLY wanted another baby even though our R was difficult. I brought this up to my H when he confirmed the age of the OW and his seriousness about her and he yelled, "I already gave you two kids!" As though he needed to start a new family with a new person and get it right this time. Sick. I guess I still look at babies and think how is that possible now?
Have you thought about moving? Maybe everyone has already asked you that? The thought of moving sounds scary but liberating at the same time.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."