This is your life. Everything you do is based on your wife and her reaction. May I suggest that you just live. You see, it really makes no difference and if anything your jealousy will come through. I know that I have to still hold myself in check, but I am a seasoned veteran. And quite frankly, I don't look at my ex with wanton eyes. You're too tied up. Free yourself. My guess is that will do more to get her back than anything.
