I'm not to good today, PMA is at all ime low. Ex went to freinds house to help wallpaper then eat dinner. Of course my mind is thinking her friend is trying to fix her up with someone. I have no proof, and usually she will tell son and me she just has plans. I can look at this as positve, that she told me this b/c she knows I am really jealous and maybe she feels that if I think she is with someone else I will call it quits between us. But my mind is stuck in the negative. I can see good things, like she went out with me 2 weeks ago, we slept together, we are going out of town in 2 weeks just me and her. I think if I was her and I just wanted to be friends with no emotional strings or hope that a R could develop I would cut off everything, no contact, no dates, nothing. So she is actually keeping hope alive by agreeing to see me and do family things together, and hopefully she will come to see that I have changed and will give us another chance for R.
