We will see each other when I come over to see my D5 and S4. It will be hard at first since it will be all new to us. I will feel better when I am making progress in my financial life since providing for my kids is so important. They end up the ones to suffer and they don't even have a say in it.

It would be easy for me to get angry with her since she is choosing to break up our family but the money situation is so bad and there is still no solution in place. She is also VERY resentful that we did not have a third child due to the lack of money and insurance.

Right now she needs to go her way to begin the process of healing and forgiveness. I need to make the changes to get financial stability and have something to offer. Even still, it may make no difference in our R.

I must keep the faith that God will soften her heart and bring us back together.


Me: 41
W: 40
D5, S4
Bomb Dropped: 7/8/2007
Status: W has moved out with kids 8/25/2007