I've just had the feeling I should do something, which is in a way funny since I am so busy with my GAL. My not even see W today, opposing schedules, but in a way I'm just fine with that. I got things to do.

Sooner or later I feel that we need to get back into C, when and how to approach it is the question. Just when I feel I should push for C, I get the impression to hold off. However I do feel that if we don't do C I will never feel like I did everything. So if things go south I would have not given it my all.