Sorry about the H's response, I know there have been times when I have passed up taking the S, for one she needs to see and meet her responsibility and not be out partying all the time, and two sometimes it is so hard to see her at even at the child swap. I wouldn't take it so personally against the children, H might be having a hard time dealing.
Alright, I have been tagged hook, line and sinker. Picked S up tonight and W was all done up, looked amazing. I couldn't believe it, but didn't say anything because I figured it was for her night out and it irked me. Well she asked me in and was really nice. Wanted me to stick around for the afternoon, but I just couldn't, so S and I left. Well he is sick.
So S and I spend the afternoon together and he takes a turn for the worst. I decide to take him to the doc and call W. She is sleeping at 9pm and not out, hmmm. Well she arrives and is really put off by me. Won't even look at me, keeps acting like this is my fault.
Well after the prognosis I get ready to leave and head to the pharmacy. W asks if she can come along and then I can drop her off after words. So we all go, and I go in and get the meds. Now she is totally being nice again, even catch her looking at me a few times and smiling. She asks if she can spend the night at the house for S's sake and say no problem. She even says lets get some beers and make a night of it. After I say alright, she backes right out. W has to be at work at 7 and uses that as the excuse.
I take her to her car and inadvertantly call her what I call friends, she stops and makes a joke and I say what would you like me to call you, she says her name and then says why don't we start there and see where it goes. Where what goes?????
Well she comes around to my side of the car and lingers for a bit, I ask if she has her keys and say I'll wait to make sure her car starts. She says thanks for caring and tells me I'm a good dad. Oh it hurts!
Well we get home and about 20 minutes later she calls, now she wants to call tomorrow during work to check on him, and she wants to come by tomorrow and do something as a family. I agreed, but I'm so torn, I can't start this again, but I would love things to work.
This is really weird since there aren't even good night calls for S between anymore, no calls unless necessary and since she gave me the unfilled divorce papers. Maybe she is trying for the last wake up, who knows.
One another note, she drops these weird vibes like she wants to work things out also. She told me her new (old) friend, going through a D as well, had her H arrested after he went on a rambage in the house and kicked and punched holes in the wall. I told her that wasn't right and she needs to move on, but W says friend really wants things to work and they have been talking a lot about how to make M work. Then she changes the subject. I know blatent hit in the face, but is it a test to see if I'm still there so she feels comfortable with leaving? I don't know.
