All I can be is who I am and if that's not good enough there is nothing I can do about it so I'm not gonna waste time worrying about what may or may not even happen.

I have no games to play.
There are no ways to "act".

I'm just going to be real.
Me.

And I am going to help the man I LOVE and WANT TO HELP with the yardwork at the place both our kids call home and BOTH of us love regardless of the fact I don't live there. If all that happens is he gets a good deal on a refinance and some of HIS financial pressure is lessened, then I will consider the weekend a success.

That's just that.
This isn't FOR me.

And besides that, worry would be a lack of faith.


Last edited by AmyC; 08/25/07 12:23 AM.