All I can be is who I am and if that's not good enough there is nothing I can do about it so I'm not gonna waste time worrying about what may or may not even happen.
I have no games to play. There are no ways to "act".
I'm just going to be real. Me.
And I am going to help the man I LOVE and WANT TO HELP with the yardwork at the place both our kids call home and BOTH of us love regardless of the fact I don't live there. If all that happens is he gets a good deal on a refinance and some of HIS financial pressure is lessened, then I will consider the weekend a success.