He told me during the first time we started having our discussion about our R that he likes being a loner but with friends and out, he is mr social guy, life of the party.
To me, that doesn't mean he's any more emotionally connected to anyone when he's doing this. Maybe he feels more 'alive' when he's around a group so that he doesn't have to feel whatever emptiness he has inside.
Wish I could give you something better, but just start making yourself happy. If he comes back, maybe you'll be there, maybe not.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
