Are we piecing yet?

[Have Faith]

EM and LWB - Thank you both for your input. I already know what I would say about Saturday night if it came up and that would be "Thank you for asking. I wish you would have asked me earlier to do X, but I already have plans." Something like that. I don't know for sure what I'm going to do, but it will be something.

As for tomorrow morning and not being here when he comes to get my car to have the oil changed, it is going to be difficult to be gone, as he will need my car. We don't live in an area that has mass transit. I could go for a walk, but I'm not sure when he is going to be coming by. Sometime in the morning. Also the locksmith is coming over to re-key a sticky lock sometime in the morning. But the thought about the card it a good one. I could leave a thank you note on the seat of my car for him.

He called me this morning about some business things. Didn't talk long. He thinks that I'm going golfing at a prestigious country club with a man. I'm not. I'm golfing at my own club, but he doesn't have to know that. In fact he mentioned it in an e-mail this morning and then again when he called to talk business. He asked what time my tee time was.

I miss him so much. My bed is so lonely. I want my husband and my marriage back. Not the husband and the marriage that I had, but one with respect, commitment and love.

Faith