H & I had a very lengthy IM talk this morning. He wants me to admit that " I am sleeping w/ other men and bringing them into our bedroom". He says once I do that then he will let me go. I said really? So I have to lie in order to get you to do it.

He said he will be traveling (I'm sure another honeymoon w/ OW) this week & he wanted the kids for the weekend. I said no b/c my grandfather is leaving wants to spend time w/ them.

H was calling me a whore b/c of the way the bed squeaks. I asid you r the one w/ the affair & I AM THE WHORE? HE said most likely I have more than one & he only has one.

I said if you hate me so much then go ahead & file. The house payment is not due until October so u have one month break and so go do it. Told me to have "Jared" pay for me to file. I sadi well you when I told u to have your woman help u w/ the $, u said if she is gonna pay for the house she might as well live in our house. So, now I say to you this is not his D it is our D.

I said you can call me any name u want. U will not bring me down. U would like for me to see someone else in order to ease your guilt. He said he has no guilt and only wanted peace in his life and to live w/out any headaches. He only wants to be happy and all he needs is to be w/this kids. He needs no other woman to cook and clean and iron for him b/c he can do that better than any other woman.

I said no guilt? NICE! That means if u were (if not too late and leave OW) to come back u would be doing the same thing goign from woman to woman b/c youi haev no guilt. U can justify and dfeel entitled all u want,but all u cheaters can sugar coat it but there is no Justification whatsoever.

I said, you may have peace & quiet right now b/c you dont have a house full of screaming kids.BUT the only true peace comes from the ONE who defines peace. So u will continue w/ your void and pursue of "peace" by RUNNING. You can run, but only to find a new set of promblems and your old ones just might tag along for the ride!

At the end he said hew would see me in court and I said YIPEE! ITS a date!LOL!