Frustrated and More Saddened #3

[stewart10]

BNP:

Just checking in again. I've been staying away from the computer spending time with the family.

Glad to hear you are doing good. Family time always seems to help me too.

I'm so sorry for the pain you are experiencing right now. It hurts to be treated like a doormat and have all these unanswered questions thrust upon you.

That is exactly right. Not really sure where I stand right now, so I feel like I am in flux. I don't understand her, not sure if I ever will. Just have to try to keep DBing and working on myself.

I'd ask you to take your time in confronting W about the receipt you found. Wait until you're more relaxed. The truth will come out one way or another and it's better if you found out (one way or another) with a cool head than with anger. That piece of paper could represent anything. It might not be what you are suspecting so please try to be calm when you finally talk to W.

I agree. I still have not brought it up with her. Albeit I have only seen her for about 30 minutes since then and that was yesterday for lunch when I went home. I don't know what the charge represents, but the mere fact that she did not share with me that she was going there says alot I think. Maybe I am wrong.

Perhaps you can speak to your priest or pastor. They won't necessarily give you the correct answers or the answers you are seeking but at least there is somebody live that you can vent to or express your frustrations to.

I have thought about this. My family is very close with our priest. Always has been. I don't know that I want to dive into all of my issue with him out of respect for my family. I have thought about going to another priest though. Just not sure what I would say.

It's hard to GAL when you are constantly bothered by something. Try to do it anyway. It helps to take your mind off of the subject.

I am doing my best. Going to play golf again tonight after work. Also been thinking about making a change in my career. That would certainly free up some time to GAL.

Good luck. My prayers are for you

I appreciate your response and I thank you for your prayers. The Good Lord knows I need all the help I can get right now.

Stew