Okay, I'll be more direct, but that's not what my H wants. He gets very offended when I'm direct and takes it as accusations. As a matter of fact, he said just that last night. He told me that I was accusing him of these things that I was asking. He typically does that, he makes me feel guilty and ashamed that I even had the audacity to ask such questions. Gut feeling? I believe him, but I still have this nagging feeling that something is wrong, even though I don't believe he's doing anything previously mentions, something is going on. I guess I feel the way because he doesn't need sex. He tells me that he desires me, but doesn't need sex. What the heck does that mean?
