I've been decent, faithful, predictable, kind and oh so nice.
Your wife doesn't know how lucky she is. Boy what I would have given for some of that a few months ago. I am very lucky my H has 'resumed normal service'. Hopefully your wife will do the same soon.
I'm not suprised you are feeling emotional at the moment. On top of all the M stuff you now have your physical injuries to get over. I have some really rough days and I haven't got anywhere near what you have to cope with.
Truly Theo - you are someone I admire. There are so many of us on this board that would love to just give your wife a good shake and tell her what she's missing out on. It's her that needs the whack - NOT YOU Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength