you need to definitely have a good plan in place...and that is going to be one emotional event, so the contingency plan is a very good thing to have. and yes, you will look smokin' hot.
stay strong! what is it they say teenage boys have to do when they first start having sex (guys, correct me if I'm wrong here). they have to think of anything but the event...they have to think of baseball, I don't know, stuff that will keep their mind off of things, or else, well, things end rather quickly? maybe while at the wedding, think of something other than weddings/other than you and H? does that make sense? because honestly, I know if I went to a wedding today, especially with H, I would be a wreck...a fully blown blubbering wreck.
my only other advice is to make sure to bring makeup with you. not just a lipstick thrown in the purse, bring the whole shebang. because then if/when you do bawl your eyes out, you can fix up rather easily. oh, and visine.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
