I go to Weight Watchers meetings every week and this morning she was talking about how, even if you aren't there mentally with weight loss, to go through the motions, then your mind will catch up. She called it 'fake it til you make it'. I think I gasped out loud because that is how I feel about GAL lately. That even if my mind/heart isn't into it all the time, I will discover things along the way and learn to love GAL.
I am so glad you dove in this past year and took care of yourself. That really saved you, and your marriage, it seems!!!