Heimlich, thanks for the support. Need all I can get. I think as long as I am around, there's just too much pressure and anxiety for my W. I just need to have faith and believe in her. I can only control myself. I HAVE to have faith that everything else will work out. Gotta keep up that PMA to stay sane. If I don't trust my W now, I will always be suspicious. And if the M end up working out, that ain't good for us. I'd rather take a chance on us and take up the possibility of getting burned later than always be suspicious and obsessive.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
I think as long as I am around, there's just too much pressure and anxiety for my W. I just need to have faith and believe in her. I can only control myself. I HAVE to have faith that everything else will work out. Gotta keep up that PMA to stay sane. If I don't trust my W now, I will always be suspicious. And if the M end up working out, that ain't good for us. I'd rather take a chance on us and take up the possibility of getting burned later than always be suspicious and obsessive.
