Do I want him back?

[forward]

I changed my sig because I was reading my old diaries and realized "bomb" was more like 09/06. So almost a year.

But in reading those diaries, I am actually glad all this happened. Something had to change. I find myself happier and more confident in some ways. I am not sorry we separated. I am especially not sorry that H took most of his complaining and blaming with him. As far as whether we should be back together, I do not know. I do know that I've done better and want to continue doing better.

I had also written how much I wanted to go to Europe some day.

With that said, I also saw pictures from when we were in love. They did not make me all that sad--more like, yes, that was a nice time and now it is over and I may perhaps have to move on.