need help to win back WAW

[DaveJ]

NikkiB, thanks for the suggestions. Actually I just registered with a bunch of groups just this morning. Now I just gotta go do them. Moving out on Labor Day weekend. Uck! And I'm suppose to sneak out when the kids are napping. *sigh*

Had an anxiety attack during lunch. Not sure what the hell is going on. Just all of sudden felt really bad. Maybe I was thinking about everything a little and being anxious about the S. I was feeling great last night. I was little tuned down this morning. The phone session actually got me more down even though a lot of good information. Made me realize how much more tougher really this S is going to be than I ever imagined. I am hoping that the W will feel the same way when that happens and really miss me. If she almost cried when leaving at the airport then this should be a lot worse right? My primary love language is quality time and physical intimacy. So having this S is very very rough for me. Especially when we have been doing so well lately. Kissing, hugging, ILYs, no fighting, doing fun stuff together.... We were doing really well when we both tried. I wish she can just get over the resentment, open up, and really see that. Ah well, just have to get through this. I will survive.