Mattie, It's wonderful that you are setting goals. I hope you are better than me in accomplishing them. HA! I was going to paint bedroom this summer and it still not done. I'm such a procrasinator. Seriously, I think it is great that you are living for you and your daughter. Like NNP said we have to stop letting WAS control us and start controlling our own lives. It's getting easier. It looks like you are getting there. Hang in there we are all here for you. It does seem get easier, but we all still have our moments. If we didn't, we wouldn't be human. It's hard to just move on after the investment in life we have made with spouses.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon