hi mariS,

sorry to hear about your snoop doggy dog husband. seems he has nothing better to do. i sure hope you're hanging in there for the sake of your kid. i wonder though.....

how long before everything turns into moosh? i seem to understand my H issues but what if he leaves again? these feelings may be normal during the reconciliation period. i do have doubts about his staying here. i was so in love with him then that i never ever thought he would leave me. now that he's back what's to say he won't do it again?

i'm worried about this. my kids cannot go through another trauma. neither can i. it's been only one month since he moved in and i am sure this "working out" doesn't take just a couple of months. i figure it would take one year to sort things out but at least we were together with the kids.

bah, why worry! right? if i worry then i let all this negativity in my life again. i'm doing just fine right now. i'm busier than ever and i couldn't be happier. this is just a small bump on the road. i'm thinking i need to breathe on my own (if that makes any sense). i've been so happy these past few weeks that i haven't done things on my own. i should go out with some girls and have him do the same. maybe we need some air. i told him i didn't want to talk about everything right away. this working out deal will take time. there is no rush. why rush into things?


me = 34
H = 35
kids = 3
worst day of my life: march 24, 2006
he filed: april 20
Present day: Wedding ring on, he's looking forward to another baby, taking day by day, we talk about our feelings whenever possible.