I am IMng with H now and when told him I couldn't help him /w the electric bill until my next check he went bipolar on me. THe summer bill for daycare kills me everytime and H makes 30grand more than I do,but yet expects me to make miracles happen w/ my $. H has alwasy put off the mortagae b/c his needs(sports events,die casts,material things come first) I had wrote him that if I had someone to watch the girls I wuld prolly get a pizza delivery job. He said how he did that when singel for 6 months and it wasnt worth the wear and tear on car plus the gas, & not to mention the danger you put your self in,but he didnt care if I died for he would get the girls!
My response-Just b/c u have someone to fall back on & a future babysitter it wont matter to u if I die today,but you will reap what you sowed. I told him I was in no mood to argue today.
I said I wouldnt mind dying for I had no fear of it b/c I knew that I was going to a better palce than this.I cant wait till HE comes for us!
I told him I was NOT the enemy here but I guess thats hard for you to see when you have teamed up w/ another entirely different team.