WAW filing for D

[dlt1]

Thanks Heim,
I am instituting 48 hr rule. But I can't continue to set myself up w/out her committing. It's over. I'm proceeding for closure via D. She will want me back one day, that day will prolly be too late. I'm too good to be walked over. I will be firm and nice about D. Doubt she will see it that way. too bad, so sad. I'm better and deserve better than she treats me. I will be happier w/out her one day, not today, but one day. She has no respect or decency towards me. Her future pain is hers now. My pain is now and will subside as I move on. She used me for 3 years. Sure, not malicious, but I can not continue to allow her to hurt me. My future begins NOW. OUR past was good more than bad. One day we will find a place to appreciate that. She is no longer my life. She feels alone, she is. I feel alone, but I am not> I have done over and above my part in saving M. Not all of us get to be success stories. I will be a success, just not with W.
Please stick w/ me (I know u will), I have a long way togo, but will get there smiling in the end.