WAW filing for D

[dlt1]

Thanks brotha! So disappointed in W. One feeling I never thought I'd feel. She si realyy screwed up in the head. I can not and will not make that my concern. We will probably end up w/ lawyers and/or court to settle things. My F is my lawyer and we are going to talk in depth about my rights and what I can realistically expect to take. Still will be fair, but absolutely and exactly 50%. W has no idea what that means. She really expects to keep more than she will. I want to move on as quickly as possible. If she were to come round and commit to working, I'll consider it at that time. Who knows if I could/would. I am done. Time to get to the next chapter in my life. I think I will move to file in next 2 weeks and propose a settlement to W. We'll see if I decide and how. I said I was holding 5% hope, but honestly had more than that. Now I am clear on the finality of the sitch. My pain is that I still love her. I hate that i do, but i do. No Mas. She has walked all over me. No Mas. I want to get to the point whereI can consider dating. Not tomorrow, just sooner rather than later. I think I'll find closure a bit sooner. Just a huge realization now. trying to take it all in and figure my next step. A new day is upon me. W will realize things one day, not sure what, but that is her deal now.