Ok. Sent email to parents. Explained everything and how much of an idiot I was. I blind carbon copied my W so at least she can see what I'm telling my parents. Waiting for all hell to break lose. I cannot imagine what my parents will say. They have always been very critical of me throughout life. I hope this time they can be supportive. It does feel a little weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I've decided that even though I am not religious, maybe it's time for me to think about that. Maybe God will take care of things if I take care of myself. I want to be the person that my W wants to take back, not the crying mess that I have been. Easier said then done, but I do feel a little better than before.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
